I have felt lonely and misunderstood. My entire life.
I saw things others did not. I was aware of the unseen. I spoke to spirits. I heard nature whisper and plants sing.
No one believed me when I told them who I saw and what they said. They couldn’t understand my deep hunches or the paranormal phenomena I experienced. They simply didn’t believe in what they couldn’t see. I felt like a weirdo.
As a little girl my family moved a number of times. In one of these houses I immediately started seeing a grumpy old woman living there. A disincarnate. I could communicate directly with her and hear her in my mind. I learned quickly that she was sick and tired of being stuck in the attic. She started coming down to the laundry room in the back of the house. Her silhouette would wander around and sometimes she would look at me through the laundry room window. It often startled me and I felt I vulnerable. How could I get rid of them? How could I make it stop? Somewhere in me I knew she was looking for help, help to get to where she belonged, unstuck in that house. I had compassion for her and the other sprits I came across. But at that time I didn't have a clue that I could possibly help.
This is just one of countless experiences I had in seeing, speaking and interacting with the unseen world. At a young age I started picking up books about metaphysics, spiritual texts, new age philosophy and anything Woo, before it was even called Woo. I spent 40 years curious and in search. I also spent years in a state of cyclic confusion. I felt energetically drained, overwhelmed and oscillating between scared and emotionally explosive. And secretly, I never felt fully myself.
Finally the essential oils and 21st Century Shamanism came into my life.
For me, there was no denying these abilities to hear, see, feel and know beyond the 5 senses, it was apart of my everyday life. And that’s why, after years of trying to find my way, I found such sweet relief in essential oils and energy medicine. I wholeheartedly started studying Energy Medicine and currently working on a bachelors in Shamanism. I devoward talks, books and educated myself on the plant extracts. I am now attuned in Holly Fire Reiki and using energy medicine along with all my other tools everyday. It has been a homecoming. I do have a place in the world I “fit” into. I am not a weirdo, I am highly gifted, open, listening and now navigating life with understanding, sovereignty, and sense of wholeness. I now sit in sacred circle with others just like me. I have joy in my heart for I continue to find more of my tribe and know I am never alone - my Ally’s, Guides and Spirits are all around me!
I have now a great understanding of my gifts. And offer them in many ways;
I talk with plants, share their messages and am your guide to essential oil modalities.
I am keenly aware of and able to clear energy that doesn’t belong to people and bring them wholeness.
I naturally fill people up with hope and rejuvenation through sound healing sessions.
I use these gifts to offer profound insights for clients with problems they thought were unsolvable. For I know how it feels to think life is unsolvable and that is it just the way it is.
Are you willing to suspend your limiting beliefs for a moment and let light in? Are you curious what the Spirits have to share with you? Are you open to the possibility and solvability?
When you really want something, it’s because that desire originated in the soul of the Universe. It is your mission on Earth. The Soul of the Earth is nourished by people’s happiness.
~ The Alchemist